Today I got accused of not giving up the reserved seat to an old man by an old bitch. Usually I don't even sit down in MRTs but today I was lugging all my unwashed clothes + laptop + textbook and other stuff so I decided to take the reserved seat after making sure that no one wanted it when the previous person alighted. Then out of the blue when I turned to my right I saw this auntie glaring at me from considerably far away and I was like wth?? Why she keep looking at me and shouting but I couldn't even hear what she was saying cuz the train was so bloody packed and noisy. So I kinda ignored her until my friend told me that some uncle wanted to sit. It was only then I realized she was holding on to an old uncle whom I couldn't see from where I was from cuz other people were blocking my view. Ok so I stood up for the uncle to sit and all could have gone well but the fucking auntie started to scold me???? She said "ru guo wo mei you kan ni, ni jiu bu hui qi lai hor?" and I was like WO MEI YOU KAN DAO NI KE YI MA??? Of course I didn't shout back at her la why would I stoop to her level. She totally ignored me and continued nagging shit like "wo men dou hui lao de, ni nian qing jiu rang wei" and other crap in her condemning tone and I WAS SO FUCKING ANGRY!!! I was like WHAT THE FUCK?? But I don't even think she understood. Fortunately or not my stop was the next so I didn't stay on to argue with her. But seriously, everyone was looking at me/ us cuz she talk so bloody loud can?! Even the uncle kept thanking me for giving up the seat WHY CAN'T SHE SHUT THE FUCK UP?? At that point all I felt was w t f??? But later on I began to feel like I got maligned cuz I know that if I saw the old man I would definitely have asked for him to take my seat even if I were to be on a non-reserved seat. I cried after I alighted la wth, I didn't even cry when I got cut by some speedboat propellor I didn't even cry when I failed my exams yet I cried for half an hour over some old bitch going through menopause. I know it's so not worth it but I couldn't help it even though my conscience is clear and if I were to be any wrong it would be cuz I didn't actively look beyond 1m of my needy people radar. Did that bitch really think that she could put me through all the embarrassment just cuz it's a reserved seat I was on? Even if I didn't want to stand up I don't think she had the right to shout at me at all.

Such a bad day.